Proud, but it scares the sh#t out of me

I am so happy as it scares the crap out of me at the same time, my little princess is growing up and it goes so fast.

From the first time the doctor places you in my arms

i knew i met death before I'de let you meet harm

Although question arouse in my mind, would I be man enough

Cause i knew i loved you more than life itself

Then to my knees i begged the lord please

Let me be good daddy all she needs

Love, knowledge, discipline to

I pledged my life to you

(Just the two of us - Will Smith)

Wasnt to long since she was my little princess, as she always will be, and now she is a big girl, she just started to take cafe of her self in the morning, going up on her own alarm, leaving home after i left for work, making her own breakfast, coming home on her own right after school and making something to eat, doing her homework and everything, before I even get back home from school

and i know there is a boyfriend to, think i need to have a chat with him, as i know they have "pussats" that is not a real Kiss, but close enough.

So I am a very proud daddy, but its a hard work to be a dad to a very cute girl, that is growing up so very fast

and it scares the SH#T out of me.... will i be man enough as Will states in the song? have i tought her well, am i a good rolemodel, i try to, i really do.

Have i reached my best-before date?

Do life need to be so complicated, or is it just us humans that make it more complicated than it is?
i wonder this, can we be to honest, or to truthfull, is it possible to tell a person to much?
and why is it so?
right now there is so much questions in my head, about my future, will i be alone, will i meet someone, maybe i have it better of alone, or how hard can it be to find someone that is like me?

do I live in the right country, or should i move, what would happen if i move?
where should i move.
BUT then i wouldnt want to move, as that would mean that i would have to leave the only BIG love i have in my life, my daughter!

so back to the original question, DO LIFE NEED TO BE SO COMPLICATED?

I wanna hide the truth

I wanna shelter you

but with the beast inside

theres nowhere we can hide

No matter what we breed

We still are made of greed

This is my kingdom come

This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat

Look into my eyes

Its where my deamons hide

Its where my deamons hide

Dont get to close

Its dark inside

Its where my deamons hide

Its where my deamons hide

Wonderful lyrics from Imagine Dragons

that shows some of the feelings i have inside of me right now, some things i can not write down yet.

And its all going back to the top questions, why do we make it so damn complicated.