Have had one of those days todayYou know one of those do you dont really feel like you belong, something is missing, and nothing ever changes
Yes even i have those days every now and then, i start to reflect back, and i realize i dont know where i belong, but i do not feel like home here.
My days are all the same, even though they changes, they stay the same
I live when i am not home, i shine when i am out working on the events, i am a completly different person, i meet new people, i have fun and i live like in another dimension.
You always here home sweet home, but i have the complete opposite feeling, when i get back home, its like i walk into this grey area again.
I have my Job, my gym, and my Michelle, but its like this circle and i avoid going home somehow.
All i do when i am home, is do my dishes, laundry, clean up, make dinner and sleep. over and over again.
Dont know what to do about this, but i need to do something though.
I cant move, if i move, i will loose the precious time i have with Michelle, but if i dont move it will all stay the same.
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